Budho Budhamy father perhaps since my birth is experimenting on me buddha conscience..
he never told me anything, always cheated with me like a war child upbringing..he though someday I will know everything in a spark flash and become a buddha..truth is I cant figure anything..
Well Playedmy father never taught me anything or the advantage of "being bad"
beginning from family everybody since years are torturing and killing me..I believe in easy life and granted love..my main fail against fate is that my own parents are too strong in trap cheating and murdering me..I could never discover their or if this is natural law in time..should I conclude I am weak? No one leaves a trace of crime..but no one ever sacrificed for me..parents appear like sacrificing but its a greater trap weakening..they wanted me slave cow. Here what does my crying matter, when in 2 years no help arrived, people here also are wasting my time and pushing me to my death. My parents will rather bless them saying "Well played"..
I always as casted by parents believed that people rise in life and have all benefits on parents love and guidance. and that there always is more and more time.
parents caped this blindness to keep me slave, they never let me know life. Because I was always an easy intelligent w
Fore FrontI must apologise for the delay. I had lost my personal momentum in the undertaking I had taken from you sir, because of demotivation and family tensions regarding other things in my life. I have some explaination for it, prior to the hope I can promise that I can in two days make an anti Putin cartoon if you are still needing it, the explainations are these:-
1) I haven't ever taken art schooling or career professionally, I am looking for a career that earns me a living. Family ignores me and hampers any of my progress from outside sources and specially from Europids, as generally in modern world Indo-Eurpid relations meet a mismatch of ego and day to day life. My dream was to study a good art course in Europe or America and earn there and be a part of Aryan publications in a respected stance, being accepted as an equal cause member. I even liked an eastern European girl very dearly, whom I found on chat and an art community.
2) Perhaps taking up political subjects in my cartoon career
My OwnI will not say anything...whining doesn't change anything..my misfate is my personal problem
my kin and culture is defective so it produces stupid people
what ever they achieve that cant achieve it..perfection and happiness in casual life
even if they achieve at all, people like me are shining examples or their shame of what majority of their people are and how they murder humanity and intellect
the world has moved so ahead in white contribution that no one can deal away with every legacy whites have left..anyone else is just wanting to challenge that..and the more they compete it, the more they prove they are wannabe..
Suicide Attemptsmy family is murdering me with ignoring and no support after my two casual suicide attempts since year 2009. They ruin my life with memory wiping medicines since last 8 years..they blame me for so called diagnosed schizophrenia. Neither I have schizophrenia nor any patient needs 15 years long medicines for all life. The medicines make me age rapidly. Nothing is done to wean me off the lowest addiction crude tobacco and calcium lime. I am not managed properly. I am not give motivation, nothing at home in attitude changes. Which treatment happens for schizophrenia in opd to a not expert simgle doctor for 15 years and who just prescribes medicines and experiments with them like toy, and there is never any psychologist support nor councelling nor family councelling..where parents just have made their mind to bear my burden and not really guide me with any problems I have. And when Petra was building in me hope for life, they ruined it and made me write madness on deviant art, because you w
White Notionbecause everyone knows it, whites know it..everything matters, on a body in a culture focused on body symbolism. The portion from neck to knees and its attractiveness and health is considered.
I dont support it fully when they say Africans are good looking because their everything is perfect as whites..Indians and chinese are ugly despite having the best face beauty in Indian Aryans because everything might be somewhat under poverished or weak.
I dont find Africans pretty or handsome in face. Whites are undoubtedly the best looking in every thing and face..I DONT see beauty as a purpose of fetish fantasy only..a beautifull face is a masterpiece of character and dreams.
I find many Aryan women even prettier than European. And in dressed society, not focused just on the lust of body in percieving the content of beauty..face and full hair is in itself an everything. Africans might be healthy and great, but not according to me the good looking race. I prefer poetic sense of beauty that inc
Sleeve SnakeToday I was walking on street..a group of aboriginal girls were walking towards my direction on different route..they passed a comment "what, such a dark skinned snake!!"
When my sister was at home she passed a joke, it said "snakes love snakes, vipers and all, no one loves a cobra"..
my roommate in Bombay in year 2012 passed me an epithet in his native language:-
"sarpa ni jaat tu" it meant "you snake kin"
Emailsome Indians are very crude mentality..most low income groups..their bad habit is pervert lust..lust with no art or beauty. Vaginal, anal, all sorts of woman subjugation, woman has no value for them more than objects of owning and a dog's hoard..they still know difference between powerfull woman and regular woman..they when they see pretty caucasian indian and western women with contempt for low people they are aroused, they fantasise in their peers "how they take it with style..so soft..so bang" etc..I have known the mentality of low income people, as I have sat with them in tobacco and ganja joints..I never myself went beyond tobacco..but I know their thoughts.
White pride and their contempt arrogance towards nonwhite crude people is seen as the utmost white offence against Indians. Indians just catch a white woman's feeling of contempt for fylth and bullyism. Such Indians are greasy, unhygenic and with rape mentality against any clean and primmed girl. They deduce that such sophisti