Bolta Toy

There are some ways in Indian tacts to turn the other person crazy or mad in endless no output

its their way to counter colonial advance...they act like so that the coloniser cant extract nil out of the subject

my parents have somewhere studied all this in their youth from cheap books of ancient indian tacts and they are for some mad reason applying all that on me..perhaps they think I am the rebirth of their father who made their childhood difficult, or for any reason..perhaps because of my white philia

they are making me a bolta or a talking toy...the toy goes on and on like a radio to entertain the house, while none of his words are taken seriously..I just go on talking and trying to make them convinced of my life and I lose hope and hope..they keep listening, they think I HAVE some prime ultimate truth that they are sitting and passing time to listen..save me!!