The Secretgirls write depression to attract men who read depression to seek the hidden diamonds..
pretty girls dont read, they watch images on internet, shiny, sparkling, futuristic and razor sharp interior design and architectural scenes perhaps..
that was exactly what I was doing in 3d when I began on deviant art.
I never knew, and I will now on make shiny, sparkling images I have all the skills already for that.
Caucasian Weaklingweak and genius caucasian is jew
its unfair to take up only converted christians for being the weak isa, its a corruption or a gift to those who change to christian.
we brahmins are weaker true caucasians mostly, we are hisa perhaps, snake kin. Thus its also impossible that we might colonial mess, as we are still small fuck and still many of us have caucasian progeny, maybe weaker than Europids, if we are not prenatally caucasian then that caucasian sybdrome might well be a syndrome as a result of coersions in Mughal periods when weakling islamic nobles kept harems..Perhaps that is why Islamists name us "Harem kin" against Brahmin woman's way of conduct or nature..or perhaps that is totally untrue, it has no real base in culture, as Brahmin women were never as near HAREM as some wild nomads, as we dont have Islamic features, rather we never gave up to Islam and are still vedic proponents, atleast my sister's husband treats us like harem kin and my parents think its an obliga
2013 Collapseperhaps year 2013 European union collapsed and was under rape waves from africans..I saw a glimpse on then bbc news, black peoples breaking things in pitch darkness in power cut europe in crisis..
perhaps Africans have a free ride now in Europe..perhaps Europid integrity and power is challenged than ever before.
Truth Of Death Nearness
my grandma is undoubtedly very near her death
her dream since I have known her and she has lived with my family and did all my and my sister's nanny in childhood..her most cherished dream was me being a very big man and my pretty wife..she lost her only child son to his infantile death..she is very caucasian and her blood line is very pure brahmin chatterjee, not like my father's same chatterjee but very low mixed and different concept blood line. My grandma's brother was an artist painter, her family genetics is rich in philosophic, linguist and artistic heritage.
She always cherished to live her male progeny's marriage, she greatly missed the poverty ridden death of her own artist brother ages ago. I was her beloved, I was pampered by her, her hope of life. She wanted and wants to see my marriage.
Since years and specially since last year she is dodging death, she is not cared for and her health is regularly falling, specially by my parents' selfish inflictions. She knows but now cle
Budho Budhamy father perhaps since my birth is experimenting on me buddha conscience..
he never told me anything, always cheated with me like a war child upbringing..he though someday I will know everything in a spark flash and become a buddha..truth is I cant figure anything..
Well Playedmy father never taught me anything or the advantage of "being bad"
beginning from family everybody since years are torturing and killing me..I believe in easy life and granted love..my main fail against fate is that my own parents are too strong in trap cheating and murdering me..I could never discover their or if this is natural law in time..should I conclude I am weak? No one leaves a trace of crime..but no one ever sacrificed for me..parents appear like sacrificing but its a greater trap weakening..they wanted me slave cow. Here what does my crying matter, when in 2 years no help arrived, people here also are wasting my time and pushing me to my death. My parents will rather bless them saying "Well played"..
I always as casted by parents believed that people rise in life and have all benefits on parents love and guidance. and that there always is more and more time.
parents caped this blindness to keep me slave, they never let me know life. Because I was always an easy intelligent w
Fore FrontI must apologise for the delay. I had lost my personal momentum in the undertaking I had taken from you sir, because of demotivation and family tensions regarding other things in my life. I have some explaination for it, prior to the hope I can promise that I can in two days make an anti Putin cartoon if you are still needing it, the explainations are these:-
1) I haven't ever taken art schooling or career professionally, I am looking for a career that earns me a living. Family ignores me and hampers any of my progress from outside sources and specially from Europids, as generally in modern world Indo-Eurpid relations meet a mismatch of ego and day to day life. My dream was to study a good art course in Europe or America and earn there and be a part of Aryan publications in a respected stance, being accepted as an equal cause member. I even liked an eastern European girl very dearly, whom I found on chat and an art community.
2) Perhaps taking up political subjects in my cartoon career
My OwnI will not say anything...whining doesn't change anything..my misfate is my personal problem
my kin and culture is defective so it produces stupid people
what ever they achieve that cant achieve it..perfection and happiness in casual life
even if they achieve at all, people like me are shining examples or their shame of what majority of their people are and how they murder humanity and intellect
the world has moved so ahead in white contribution that no one can deal away with every legacy whites have left..anyone else is just wanting to challenge that..and the more they compete it, the more they prove they are wannabe..