Various Pricesmy life is a toy for some people online, because they themselves are so bored of their life
not talk, not listen, but then how would I learn their world...all what becomes is I become a dog and never really go Europe, or whatever that means.
a lot better are those Indians who live their life of self confidence and can find a European prostitute to enjoy anyway.
Anyway in Europe, perhaps everything sells, just at different prices.
My mercy keeps youinternet addiction is a bad thing,,,only people to really love me is family who is still feeding me good food anyhow.
Europeans dont want to help really.
why should they.
they are not my brothers or sisters really..and no one helps a grown up man.
petra herself wanted to destroy me.
so do you all perhaps.
Everything Solvedeverything will be solved when I die.
Europeans whatever they are are not quite playing friend to me I think. Some people cant help, just toy. Perhaps they dont know how to help me. Europeans also have mental problems of their own kind. I mean anyone could help me, but why and how? No one has an idea.
Paranoids SurviveMultiple personality complex or "seek of I complex" is an internal obsessive compulsive habit that makes a person search for who he is in his own self.....not letting things flow makes the vigour of the internal seek very worse....they are very lonely in outer world and eventually they start finding the "I" internally...they make divisions in their mental images and form virtual mental characters name them I1, I2 hence forth.......they ever form individual identity of their body organs naming them I or In....
Out of mental ailments the worse is internal, scuffled obsession or MPC....obsession is bad....the best and a boon is paranoia as such people not harm anyone, but are the most hated in India because they dream and not harm anyone...so a subject of easy hatred....because they are liberal and western in their genetics.....paranoia is a caucasian ailment....obsession is a dark race or indian ailment...each prevalent according to race and geography...I saw a man come to our hous
Art Is Not Madnessart is not a madness but a cure of madness in personal practice
these people here take my artistic potential as my uncurable madness and they treat me very badly...all i need is a world and parents support and understanding...there is such world and work places of seclusion in the west why not they make an effort to place me there? they have money...they can arrange money...i have been pleading since last 3 years....they just dont have the will....because people and my sister and her husband delude them against me..
No Nothingthere is no God
and human still knows nothing more
we are all like blind people in the darkness with a lantern, seeking our ways in the maze and bumping about till something kills us or we fall
humans just have a bunch of obsessions in their silent self...things they mistake for talents..