Not Seemy parents believe what they see
one should think for yourself..it needs a tiger to catch by throat..
Ho Cusmy life is being manipulated that you cant know
my change in my purpose to go Europe is that my family wont let me find European way of life, and even seeking it myself or seeking love in a European girl is a traitor or shamefull for them, so they will destroy me or ruin my devotion rather sending me abroad
and I don't have my own life and choices and money to make it there..truth is that even my parents are not super rich, and often girl and life demands a man to be rich..when one is rich even a school professor talks politely..when one has less money even a bitch discriminates..and often rich people are who are more smart..sometimes poor people are also smart..but I am just a feeble middle class indian dependent on family who don't care for my dreams..
Tact OopsIn life with serious people, its easy to angry someone by accidentally crossing territories.. British and french were the wisest of Europeans, still are, war gallant is not being a sign of civility..though war strength is important for defence, war cant mean only aggression, there can be many kind of war judgement, eventually a people's purpose is to win the opponent to their side
Aryan DevoteeChristianity has just harnessed the simple devotional dedication of eastern European Aryans to kin and way of life..
Christianity just binds Europe..it doesnt invent the European way of life or devoted love..Europeans are simple..realise the puppeteers are someone else..Aryan nationalism gives you your ground and nativity..Philosophy of life can either be spoken like babbles, or could be solemned in verbal art in abstract..Aryans of India might be a hubrid of Europid ancestral qualities and controll on self..we are not hingry for lust, we dont have gigantic lust, we just try to say our minds, and believe in wise and peacefull justice..we are people who live and let live, some others of our own extended kin invent fanatic avengement as a purpose of divinity, they are just being used. You could silence a radio, you cant belie a heart's deed. For Aryan they are "you", for them we are "you you"..they seek love in the not kin..non kin, you dont know yet..you are taking the same route, to ma
Rotten DoughBaking or Bakery
Primary caucasian human behaviour was to roast a kneeded dough on fire to eat
Some war gallant or menial hunters dumped wet dough rottening with decaying intestines of their hunt, perhaps a lack of hiegiene or a deliberate war stunt to mix the intestinal renal juice yeast with the dough to boast their victory over the hunt, or perhaps a changefull creativity to glorify what they name as the art of bakery..
In sanskrit the word bakery co insides with the word "Bikari" or "vikari" that means to sell..vikrit also means a perversion, as is selling a perversion against communal sharing, vikriti also means lightening up or irradiation or bleach or illuminating up or radiation.."Bakari" or "vakr" also means a sheep..and renal yeast is derived from sheep intestines, used in bakery. Later came the industrial "baking soda" that uses a chemical process but the primary ancient art of bakery definitely had to do with renal yeast of animals.
perhaps whites are more fair skinned as a
Her TalksI only needed Petra's talks and family's love to keep myself sane.
I got neither, my life is irreparable..becasue my parents make paranoid meanings or extra meanings where they not belong, and are mentally and verbally torturing me since last 3 years, and they consider white women as derogatory..I not needed Alex's company if I had Petra's, anyway he also just guided me, or he gave me projects only, not necessarily meaning he will stay forever..Petra at least used to sooth me, just her presence was relaxing for me to enjoy myself at work..alex is not a bad human, I am not a gay to like a man, I just row through the friendship..anyway internet chat doesnt teach me anything..Petra might be however in her real life, at least the feeling a girl being there is a great motivation to feel glad. Specially when my parents themselves influenced me to speak bad curses to her that ruined the continuity of my story with her..she would never have quit if my parents did not ruin my real life, wanting
Eurasian CockI was chatting on facebook with my school days Caucasian Indian benchmate and he was telling me things about my weird life..
my father said "he is not him, he is an IT employee from America or Europe, they are all fake ids".. he thinks this seriously
he thinks people on internet are IT employees from whites
who corrupt indian minds
few years ago local people came to do demographic survey to analyse weeding out muslim immigrants from Pakistan and Bangladesh...my paternal and maternal family has lived in India since or prior to independence..but granny always showed dreams of her childhood past in Bangladesh where they were like kings..
and I described the survey man of our Bangladesh story
and the survey got wrong, they are perhaps thinking me specially as a Bangladeshi that I am not
my upbringing and national identinty is all indian Aryan, anyway Brahmins are Aryan..and my parents are now trying to belie me as their son..they are speaking lies about my origins to people perhaps