Love Everyoneeveryone is hungry for respect..
even the most minor girly games can hurt a man
amey and me were best friends...both artists and cared for each other...i was aimless, but amey was pin point sharp in his focus in life...he was handsome and smart....he always wanted to boss around and be a casanova, i was an easy slave to command about and extort on will...i never discriminated with anyone....still amey somewhere in his heart liked me...i never liked his casanova ways of cheating girls.....he was also half brahmin caste....once when he loaded me with college work hard copies and commanded me to carry it to his taxy like a servant...i did....still the girlfriend teased him "bhaskar is so strong"....he took hurt in heart....
years later petra was in my facebook....i saw him frolicking about cheating some white girl acting as marriage...i said to him bad comment about his manhood and banned him in disgust....he took it to heart also.....he never expected revolt from me....but something was
Not PureI have been exaggerating all this, beating around the bush perhaps, dont even know what that phrase means..
Brahmins are no pure caucasians...more pure than us are Eurasians and Iranians...we are not Europid...though some of us, rare few with westernised hearts can be a good stock...but there are none, absolutely none totally filling that criteria of having a heart as liberal or westernised as a white person..
Multiple Personality ass holeInternal I thinking and excluded outer world makes you a super paranoid, multiple personality disorder ass hole
same is trying to fix your concentration on "nothing"...one who thinks the nothing actually ends up thinking everything and very confused and eventually they have nothing else but the strongest physical sensation of lust to fix their motive on...
so be normal...
dont persue against natural human sense...life is not somthing to fight with others on....who fights might win, but on the peril of sanity or the true heaven that can be realised with mutual understanding and faith...be faithfull and hope full to life and lifes happenings...not on your ass hole