Energy DownMy energy is down, and dreams of going Europe and finding Petra seem distant now. I had just wanted to get myself a very good western art discipline, anatomy, perspective, forms and softwares..I have ample resources from online downloads, but I previously imagined that maybe going to Europe to study those first handly was a very good idea, and in that way while Petra was my friend, I could have met her and earned the girl motivation(having a female friend) to be an artist. I had no primarily sexual interest regarding her, as I know that even for a white man who deserves her more than me, it comes very late. It was all an unreal dream. My family had not money in excess to send me, I myself am not adapted to independent life, in Europe I will be treated alien, and Petra hardly thought me as a real life best friend. It was all a dream, as initiated by Petra. This is how European style functions, they trap people like vipers and then devour them. When had I wanted to go Europe, unless Petr
This Shitthis shit life..i get nothingfamily ignores me, leaves me to me
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Nero balamy grandmother's mother's name was "nerobala" that means "girl of nero" How you like it? That in sanskrit rather means "water girl"...
Is KinI am aryan with aryan liking..i like healthy aryan girl and women, nomatter they are european or indian..i dont like how our ancient pagan kin in europe turned to christianity and allow non kin christians with european girls..if that is the case and i am being discriminated for not being christian..i dont care..but petra knows..i know..love doesnt need a bed to formi am not a colonial cess..and india is not poor..and my parents are not corrupt..they are just obstructing me from placing faith on europeans..
Some Mensome european men know nothing about methey think i am some group or gang of girly pattice on deviant art..i am myself, one individual..i needed a work, a life, a girli dont want european ladies and ladas..once wanted petra, just so much, a good girl..what can i help them when they want to devour lady twist where there exists no twist..just the straight is so big that you go round or straight, they dont know..everyone wants to finds the ends..the end is into petra's heart..yoked well, you could elongate and dilute it..never can belie that yoke..she is somewhere..memories of lonely friendship can never die..