perhaps an incorrect theorylisten
i need to say something
i am saying anyway
you need not love me so much
not love me means not suck me of my energy and usability
because one ended love is a parasitism
every enslaver wants an alladins lamp
you need to trust me, give me tasks and free me
and form a group including me, or make me function.
we are similar caucasians like you
you are the best and wickedest parasites thus you believe in love
you are the succesors of parasitic lizards from pangeatic jurassic age european islands
you are the best parasites
but you have to trust us caucasoid brahmins hunter and enslaving skills too
because indo china was also a group of pangeatic jurassic islands...like yours, just smaller
Lizards of the southern hemisphere were adept in poisons, natural and excrered, they are good in trap sucking, like venus fly traps..expelling Europeans out of southern hemisphere was rather their inability to make Europeans slaves, they could not, they cannot.
the worst traps for us hunter and parasi
Crain DevoteeHello Miss Crain devotee
catches fish to chew it naughty
white of skin black of heart
never take this person's fart
Black Heartmy father is an obstinate fool who keeps ruining my wellbeing and happiness..while it was a still is very simple
he is a fool with work ability, just so much
one evil and sick minded sister is ruining all my life, time to time, periodically..because she has a black heart...
she is just like any indian dark skinned woman in desposition, just has the advantage of cacucasian appearance..
Antiwhite Racism Is Only Nonwhite JealousyLike whites we also face some racism in India, still lesser than what whites have to face and because of what whites want seperate space..
There is a man on the opposite street...he is a half retarded, mentally rudimentary and makes a lots of drama out of his religious pomp and show..and in his religious drama he has began challenging the cultural prowess of even the Brahmin race that are the authoritarian of Indian religion.
So today I went to leave my mother to the gates while she was leaving for her work...I was wearing a washed tshirt and looked clean..keeping in mind that my sister is staying with us, out of her marriage since many days, and it seems to people that her marriage is endangered, so they get a point to critic our happiness.
The man was saying to his wife, that I over heared, "thats not a daughter, its a new working "bai" at their home"...and "this guy will never work, as is not needed"...
why he called my sister a bai is anti white or anti caucasian hatred, because th
My eyesI dwindle in my confusions and vague thoughts without a purpose because I cant judge I am in the middle of what, what am I doing, what should I do and what is my future. Having a real life girl who I find satisfactory and who can carefully make me lead her way of life is the only factor that can give eyes to blind me..and that is why I long for her or whosoever who maybe a match...I have not my own way of leading life, I need my eyes and guidance to live my life.
i wrote a few things on deviant art, dont know they make real scientific sense or even close..I must devise a more effective way to develop and reap my digital art routine that is presently quit missing..I am derailed...detracked..whatever I do I make zero money..
Scattered Aggregateuniverse is a thought and perspective of our own taste
universe is a forever on stationary drama of our own choice..see it as a dance or see it as an apocalypse is our own choice depending upon our material to anti material composition..our positive to negetive balance.
We humans are in fact small forms of God or universal perspective, because we can apart ourselves and mentally witness as a third being observer..
maybe our material mass and composition in the universe is our joint and aggregated universal thought and perspective, its how matter perspects the process of universal play..matter is life, anti matter is death..the play of life and death..contraction and explosion..forever..
Forever DancingTime is the only flowing constant
like witnessing an endlessly silently dancing fairy forever, every interval repeats as the same set of moves, forever..
Repulsion Scatterperhaps black holes explode to big bang..because by then they have digested enough matter to neutralise anti matter to material engulfing
and perhaps when matter is too much more and reaches the balancing threshold, its just liberated in an explosion of repulsion away from the negetive anti matter
They Label Me Stalkerits easy for European girls or women to think that I want their friendship for their body or prospects
while i dont deny those interests totally, still its not my primary motive or conduct, anyway what then a distant friendship means even. I dont know why am I not allowed to even fantasice my dream, the moment i express it I am labelled a stalker.